Code Orange - 'Forever' from Forever (2016)

Say you are sleeping after being up for days in your Days Inn room feeling freaked out about an election where there is no good outcome and you finally decide to try to go to sleep even though like an idiot you don't turn the stupid TV off and you sleep until something impacts the building or from the other side of the wall so hard that not only do you wake with a start but you feel like it has directly impacted you because you have a stupid brain injury from 2010 that never healed that you got at a hardcore/sludge show and six years have passed since then and in that time you really learned what there is to lose when you thought you had nothing to lose so you wake up sick with impact and realize that you have no food or water or medicine and you have to walk across the busy street to get to those things and they might not even be at the CVS or the Giant or whatever so of course instead doing that you decide to listen to some disgustingly heavy Pittsburgh hxcx from Code Orange because their new video has some lame 00's Cannibal Corpse Occultist Murder Vibe but seriously it is heavy. I can't stop listening to this song. The 90's industrial damage, the concrete circle-pit junk, the pick scrape sweeps, the bass hits, the blood, the candles. This rules so hard. I really have to get food and stuff but I keep listening to this instead. This is why I am unable to take care of myself.