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I don't want to live anymore with a brain injury. I have tried to cope with it for 8 years. In that time it has cost me everything and more. I am not and cannot be a person. I struggled to be a person before my brain injury. Now it is impossible. I have to accept that because I am the thing that makes the decisions that I am the cause of all of the problems. As long as this thing is, nothing can be good. I am too dumb to live, a wretched, squalling thing.