Monday, June 26, 2017

Satyricon - Satyricon (2013)

Goddess I love Satyricon in all of their ages and forms, maybe even especially as decadent bored rock gods, but the most recent Satyricon studio album is both overreaching experimentation and a return to beginnings, which makes sense if your beginnings are in frosty overlarge castles which are too expensive to heat in the winter unless fire-breathing dragons take up residence in your dungeons, their exhalations providing baseboard heat. Recorded by analog magicks, Satyricon the album has a warm, solid feeling like the last rays of sun departing below the trees. This is most definitely black metal, with pomp thrust and prog filigree making for a more expansive Satyricon than the recent past has afforded. Satyricon the album makes me want to go out onto a rocky outcropping above a yawning chasm in order to make pointlessly imperious sweeping gestures. Most Glorious! <3

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Sunday, June 25, 2017

9 Steps To #MAGA

1) Sideline and dismantle where possible a free press, defund and block scientific inquiry and the very possibility of factual information.

2) Encourage the police and prison systems to operate with increased brutality and to greater profit motive, explicitly allowing for the murder and mass incarceration of black people and other minority groups. Use the legal system and paramilitary groups and tactics to discourage and criminalize dissent.

3) Merge immigration policy with border control and mass incarceration. deport every nonwhite who is deportable.

4) Equal Islam with Terror and block Muslim immigration. Fail to mention Muslim victims of Terror.

5) Establish Christian Dominionism as the de facto State Religion, allowing it to set Educational, Civil Rights and Housing Policy.

6) Give White Supremacy a free hand inside and outside of government. End efforts to monitor and suppress White Terror, which is now condoned by the government.

7) End Medicaid (medical care), SNAP (food), LIHEAP (heat), etc other benefits relied upon by the old, the young, the poor, the sick, the disabled, those who are not cishet men, knowing that mass death and dispossession will be the outcome.

8) Staff all possible regions of government with corporate heads and lobbyists, to make government an arm of those corporations in a hostile takeover. What positions cannot be filled should be left empty.

9) Ally the US government with other oligarchical dictatorships, especially those who have aligned interests.

This is Fascism. This is White Supremacy. This is Christian Dominion.

This is Genocide. This is AmeriKKKa.

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Moss Angel - Sea-Witch Vol. 3 Excerpts Live In Olympia, WA

Moss Angel's Sea-Witch is one of my favorite works of the XXIst Century, expansive, modular, oracular, hilarious and true. Capital-R and lower-case-r romantic, it is its own creation-myth, its own world-in-becoming. It is awesome to get to hear and see Moss Angel perform parts of hir in-progress Sea-Witch Vol. 3 live from Olympia WA 6/17 via Wormwood Press. Hooray!!! <3 <3 <3

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Varathron - His Majesty At The Swamp (1993)

For when you want to be goth in the wretched heat and downpour and decaying organic matter, slowly becoming one <3

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Friday, June 23, 2017

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Ministry - 'Jesus Built My Hotrod' from Psalm 69 (1992)

Dear Readers Of This Blog: To this day, there is probably no other song in the world which so perfectly encapsulates the very sort of white trash mess that I am, Flannery O'Connor references and all, than 'Jesus Built My Hotrod'. In keeping with some family traditions, I was/am a comprehensively terrible parent, but at least I passed along my love of Grave Digger.

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Dodecahedron - Kwintessens (2017)

Anti-kosmische outer voyage to inner space. absolutely incredible. <3

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

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Soulskinner - Descent To Abbadon (2017)

Eaten Back To Death, Forever. <3

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Chaos Echoes - Tone Of Things To Come (2012)

Recommended by the always awesome alien brain, Chaos Echoes is one of those bands that I never knew I needed all of my life until I heard them and now I can't imagine a dying world without their outwardly seeking free psych-death. This is quite nearly the inverted apex. <3

Osamu Kitajima - Benzaiten (1974)

This Japanese folk-psych-prog album flows and rocks and glories in the rising and the falling of the day. Truly wonderful! <3

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The War On Drugs - 'Under The Pressure' from Lost In The Dream

There is something so comforting to me about The War On Drugs' kosmische heartland rock, something I turn to when necessary. <3

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

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Morbid Evils - In Hate With The Burning World (2015)

Absolutely crushingly heavy Finnish Death Metal. Like an single connected ocean of baking tar. Awesome John Darnielle Recommendation Yet Again! <3

Mobb Deep - 'Quiet Storm' from Murda Muzik (1999)

Love To You Prodigy. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Forever Your Fan, nathaxnne

Saturday, June 17, 2017

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Iron Maiden - 'Speed Of Light' from The Book Of Souls (2015)

Iron Maiden's The Book Of Souls is one of my all-time favorite Iron Maiden albums. I tend to prefer the prog-epics but this video wherein Eddie recapitulates the whole of video game history is pretty rad. It feels like mid-80's Maiden and its milieu without seeming anachronistic or nostalgia-trading, which I dig. Also here is a live 'Death Or Glory' from The Book Of Souls World Tour. Bruce Dickinson instructing millions of fans in how to climb like a monkey out of hell makes me wonder why there has never been a Bruce Dickinson Work Out Home Video. <3

Sunday, June 4, 2017

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Trouble - 'Snake Eyes' from Twin Peaks: The Return Soundtrack (2017)

Roadhouse House Band channels 'The Pink Room' to what end??? I mean, it is a house band consisting of Alex Zhang Hungtai of Dirty Beaches, David Lynch sound collaborator Dean Hurley and David Lynch's kid Riley Lynch so why not??? Also way to go Twin Peaks for jamming not one but TWO Uniform songs from Wake In Fright! Right ON! <3 nathaxnne

Monday, May 22, 2017

Temple Of The Dog - 'Hunger Strike' from Temple Of The Dog (1991)

This song means more now than it ever has. There is literally a budget being proposed by the President Of The United States which will gut Medicaid, Social Security Disability, Children's Health Insurance Programs, SNAP (Food Stamps), Planned Parenthood. The poor, the sick, children, the elderly, women, all will be starved through austerity in order to funnel welfare to the richest of the rich. I have been living in a weekly motel outside of Harrisburg for months now. I moved here because I ran out of ways to pay for a hotel in Lancaster. I know no one here. It is by a massive freeway. Poor people live here and try to get by. Desperate people. These people are lucky compared to the homeless tent cities in Harrisburg and all over this country. I try and live and pay for food and rent and medicine on what the government gives me because I cannot work. It is not enough. Every month I go without supplements which make me able to live with a debilitating brain injury. Every month I go days without food, or on one meal a day or less. I listen to lectures about how I am irresponsible, about how I am supposed to live when there isn't enough to live on. My mother helps with what she can, but it isn't enough. Nearly half of my income goes to rent. The other half goes to everything else. Every month I run out of money to sustain even basic functionality. Every month I want to die and I consider it. It takes everything in me to not. That we have a government who will give billions of dollars to corrupt dictatorships, will commit treason on television, that will conduct worldwide war and total war at home, which will destroy all of life for marginal profit, which cares nothing for the lives of its citizens, who are expected to effectively exist as slaves or prisoners or expendables for a handful of oligarchs, makes me even more ill than anything else. Our whole lives have been spent in the service of an socio-economic order which exists to murder us slowly and strip of us what assets it can is an obscenity. To live and die within this is unacceptable. To bear children who will grow up under these conditions, who will raise their own children under these conditions is an atrocity. I don't want to live like this anymore. And I am among the lucky ones. <3 everyone who is suffering This song is helping keep me alive right now which is not an easy thing. I love this album. I love u Chris Cornell. <3 nathaxnne

Ce n'est pas un hibou

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Twilight Of The Grampas

David Lynch was born on January 20, 1946. He is a late Capricorn, almost an Aquarius. As of now, he is 71 years old. Donald Trump was born on June 14, 1946. He is a Gemini. As of now, he is 70 years old. Two Grampas. Light And Dark. They are Grampas IRL, but also Grampas to Amerikkka. Both Grampas have weird, iconic hair. Both Grampas went to school in Pennsylvania for stuff that only tangentially relates to their later empires, which they built at least partially in 1970's NYC, a time and a place which formed who they would be and how they would be the rest of their lives. David Lynch has been married 4 times. Donald Trump has been married 3 times. They are fond maybe even fixated by women considered beautiful and alluring.

David Lynch is the kind of Grampa who will tell you amazing stories in as few words as possible, which are totally precise and totally vague simultaneously, who will take you to places he deems important, or which have the best desserts. He is the Grampa you can hang out with while they make furniture and listen to old records but you are never getting bored because it is just nice to spend time with them. This Grampa is corny, tells off-color jokes which are embarrassing, can't get your pronouns quite right or figure out what your deal is with all of that, but you let it go because no harm is intended and ultimately their heart is full of love. This Grampa is getting ready to die and is at peace with it, wanting to give an account and a statement of themselves to the world before they do so, one which is so totally them, in all of their weirdness and flaws and eccentricities that it is an account of a life lived, for both good and ill, but one which is honest as possible.

Donald Trump is the kind of Grampa who seethes and rambles, spilling language and phrases in as many words as possible, trailing off, contradicting himself, gossiping about the neighbors even when that stuff can't possibly be true, frightened of how the neighborhood is changing, angry at everyone around them, feuding with members of their family, unable to take responsibility for how their life is now, constantly threatening to rewrite the will to favor whomever is in favor and cast out whomever is not. This Grampa stays on the couch, watching TV all day long, yelling and cursing or muttering, forgetting to eat or eating only fast food that someone else has dropped off.

Both Grampas are obsessed with conspiracy theories, with the nature of what Amerikkka really is. Both love and fear law enforcement, particularly the FBI for what it represents and what it can do. Both see the world growing darker as they attempt their final statements about who they were and what they have done.


One Grampa you are psyched to visit. One Grampa not so much. People who know them like telling stories and anecdotes about their weird behavior and the strange things they have said in hushed tones of awe.

 Both Grampas operate improvisationally, open to possibility and changing fortune, requiring absolute freedom to unilaterally change course, contradict themselves, untethered to fixed being, shrouded in what is unclear, one in mystery and one in lies.


Once they are gone from this earth, they will be remembered and talked about as legendary folk heroes and villians, people who couldn't possibly have ever really existed, yet whose mark on the world in which we live is indelible, formative, greater than their personalities, greater than their individual consciousnesses, each having created whole realities from themselves for others to inhabit for years and decades and maybe forever.

They never fought each other with swords or with knives or with guns or with anything.

Chromatics - 'Shadow' from Twin Peaks Soundtrack (2017) (and Dear Tommy? (?))

twang under shoegaze drift under Disintegration synths yes

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Sky Ferreira - 'Night Time, My Time' from Night Time, My Time (2013)

Sky Ferreira clearly lived in Twin Peaks before she lived in Twin Peaks. 'Night Time, My Time' is such a loving tribute and identification with Laura Palmer and FWWM's cinematic world that it makes me cry. I love this song and video so much. <3 nathaxnne

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David Lynch - 'Bad The John Boy' (2013)

This song just plain scares the heck out of me. I don't think I ever want to meet Bad The John Boy under any circumstances or ever get within reach of his long arms!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO

Saturday, May 20, 2017

Princess Nokia - 'Kitana' from 1992 (2016)

I spent a whole lot of the middle of 1995 trying to defeat Mortal Kombat II on the Sega Genesis or at least gain reasonable proficiency at it. I have pretty bad hand-eye coordination for someone who has dedicated much of their lives to tasks which would benefit from at least adequacy in that developmental region. Whatever. I always played Mileena. I mean, I played other characters but Mileena was my MK2 avatar. She was the only person for whom I learned finishing moves. I felt like we were bonded on a spiritual level. I dug her ultra-magenta outfit and her horror-story nature. I respect those who rep Kitana, though! How could I not? I do worry as an old person with brain damage when I see kids doing stuff like boxing and riding bikes without helmets (even though that won't prevent concussions!). I am old enough that anyone who is not like 30 is like a kid to me. Gosh I am lame. This song, though, and Princess Nokia in general, is not lame at all. Princess Nokia rules!!! <3 nathaxnne

Friday, May 19, 2017

Johnny Jewel - Windswept LP (2017)

Before Twin Peaks was on TV, there was Julee Cruise's album Floating Into The Night so if you bought that album like I did in the fall or winter of 1989, you could be in Twin Peaks before you were in Twin Peaks. I cannot tell you what it feels like then to listen to Johnny Jewel's Windswept album which contains music from Twin Peaks Season 3 within it. We cannot know, not yet, what exactly will appear in the show exactly, but the whole album is in Twin Peaks because it lives there and came from there and isn't going to leave. There is also a bunch of late-eighties Chris Isaak in this which is also Twin Peaks before it was Twin Peaks. Windswept presents as incidental musick, as a soundtrack of over and under and inbetween but it extends and creeps into the undergrowth, into motel carpet, into dreams, into the wind. <3

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Full Of Hell - Trumpeting Ecstasy (2017)

Calling up ancient uneasy jamz as it pushes past into the future, Trumpeting Ecstasy is the disorienting, disquieting blare of the forever now, pestilent, ruined, triumphant <3 nathaxnne

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

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Motley Crue's Generation Swine Whose 20th Anniversary It Is Is Their Best Album For Real

Dear Internet: I am and have always been in love with Motley Crue's Generation Swine. My other favorite Motley Crue album is Too Fast For Love, which sounds like it was recorded to each and every cassette individually on a boom box every time one was sold. It is one of the messiest and tawdriest punk-glam albums ever made and I love its jacked-up teenage energy with the all of me that I have been. I love every 80's Motley Crue album too or realistically, every Motley Crue album really but they got progressively glossier and more/less ornate depending upon the needs of the marketplace which is totally awesome until they became confused by grunge and hired John Corabi which is also fine but then fell out with him for being Too Grunge during the pre-production for what would become Generation Swine and rehired Vince Neil. Generation Swine is Motley Crue's inverse Sgt. Pepper, awash in anger, failure, drugged-out apathy, noise, vocal filters and processing, depression and decadence gone stale in the aftermath of real tragedy. Motley Crue's inability to comport themselves to a marketplace which had largely abandoned traditional rock formats in favor of prog, futurist r&b, electronica, adult contemporary, watching or pretending to ignore an already fading Marilyn Manson occupy their satanic-glam niche, whilst nonetheless absorbing all of these currents into itself produced a masterpiece. I don't say that lightly. I can't think of anything else which captures post-grunge anomie subsumed within late-Clintonian venality better than this album. It is full of detritus and waste, incomplete reflections of the reality of things that it just doesn't want to know but can't avoid. It can't adapt to the future but it can't pretend its not living in the future either, a skidding into the abyss, which honestly is kind of welcomed because it would mean escape from the light, from the exhaustion of living as an unsold product within a star system in full rejection. A morass of sludge and beauty and filth, I love this album with all of my heart, my scarred and failing and damaged middle-aged heart, even more than Too Fast For Love, because it means more, holds more intentionally or between its scattered thoughts, all the way down

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Alder And Elius - 'Avatar Blackwolf' from Parental Guidance (2000)

One of my most-played jamz of circa 2000, 'Avatar Blackwolf' is lofi wizard tech derived from Ralph Bakshi's Wizards and it cast its spell over me so hard it has never let up even this far into the XXIst Century. <3 nathaxnne

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Twin Peaks Season 3 Trailer It Is Happening Again

OK This also is super-scary but somehow less scary than the last trailer except for parts that are more scary. This feels so deep into later-era Lynch that I almost cannot believe it. There is a weary, drawn, desaturated feeling to everything. I feel shaken yet gratified. I cannot wait for May 21st. <3

Thursday, May 4, 2017

Twin Peaks Season 3 Trailer Of Familiar Characters (2017)

I think this is the first Twin Peaks trailer I have posted here because it is the first one to really freak me out. I don't know if it is just the soundtrack or the editing but I feel deeply uneasy now, which is how I like my Twin Peaks feelings! I have not been having a good week so this made me feel a little better. All I want is to be able to see the entirety of Twin Peaks Season 3 in good enough health to really appreciate it and then if I die, it will be ok. Unless they make Season 4. <3 nathaxnne Also, you know, Grace Zabriskie Forever!!!

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Think About This (1999)

Synth-drowned, doom-laden r&b/folk safety anthem of the millennium. Hail!!! <3 nathaxnne

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

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deeper wound fuck it, a sigh known to alternate currents, which would include direct current and indirect current (dampers then enforced), rats entomb a happy home, sleep in piles. hinges and molding removed and hosed down for. a refusal lodged: they can't kill us all.

<3 rats forever!!!!

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this rot like forever down the sink or splatter on the side of the sink and then never coming off or back up off. what is inside isn't anymore, gutted is oversharing. starfish scars open to receive only to puke ungratefully. crookd pentagram wobbles in candlelight, everything hums like a shitty appliance off its foundation. what is here has a name but isn't telling. where's the fun in that? ice-cream drops unwiped to dry. turtleshell split to sun; calico, fabricant. tallow like marrow unsheathed, never going back. a focal point undrawn but drawing-in, the kind that stops speech and does. coffinless, breathes in dirt, anaerobic.

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Hole - 'Garbadge Man' from Pretty On The Inside (1991)

I played my cassette of Pretty On The Inside until it melted. No other album I had in high school reflected how I felt about my body, about my desire, about my shame, about choosing delirium and oblivion over purposefulness and direction. To be incarnate is to experience body horror. To live is to want to die. Nothing else, no other album, came close to how I really felt. The sound of Courtney's voice was a voice I heard in me all the time. I didn't admit to this then, even as I wore out this album through overuse. I wanted to disappear. I wanted to fall down and never get up. I wanted my guts to spill out and never get sewn back inside. I was the bad sister, so bad at it to not even be read as a sister. Ugly and full of holes, self-inflicted and otherwise. The first three Hole albums are forever classics. Pretty On The Inside was my private anthem, the song I sang to myself. <3 Courtney!!! <3 nathaxnne

Monday, April 24, 2017

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Mika Vainio - 'it's a muthang' (2010)

I wanted to include some of Mika Vainio's techno bangers, and this single rules, especially side A! <3 nathaxnne

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Mika Vainio - Kajo (2000)

Starting in the mid-to-late 1990's, Mika Vainio's electronic musick would have a permanent and durable influence on everything i made post-exposure. Solo or in collaboration (especially with Pan(a)sonic and the albums made with Alan Vega), Mika Vainio's work is among my most beloved ever. I am very sad to hear of his death. It has been hard for me to pick out an album to post here in tribute, but this morning I wanted something warm and droney and crackling, and Kajo has done just that and I love it so so much. Hails And Love To Mika! <3 nathaxnne

seasonal

iron cringed, a crumple zone earmarked for. slotted bark as counting/not counting. leaves cover for your absence, barely or poorly, but unasked. infection travels or replaces, sometimes visible. alignment not discarded because how? a vacancy that cannot be filled in, only rotated through, clumsy as the tilt of the earth, an injury only compensated for by a lurch, what we call seasonal availability: a managed turbulence, a pretend controlled skid, a waiting through even if unable to move.

seasonal availability is subject to itself, dropping out or rearranging the order of presentation. sometimes, like today's night in the car on the way to the food store, hopes for volcanic ash blockadings increase sharply before forgotten like when losing one's way or going over unexpected speed bumps, jarring the car or out of focus, an unsafe driving practice even if directly prior to parking and staring out the windshield for minutes at nothing before collecting the scattered things and going into the store to give up whatever is left.

tuesday is always gone, even before it gets here, even when here, but when gone a kind of superimposed blurring, unevenly matching with every other tuesday never remembered as tuesday but nonetheless missing from the week like a hole in the gumline queried absently while shopping or cursing silently or less than silently. this wasn't chosen but reiterated, unrecorded.

filigree, a spiralling out, burn mark atop burn mark, having been turned around, a lack of spatial orientation misaddressed and now

a day like a hand bitten off by a wolf

Sunday, April 23, 2017

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Lunar Shadow - Far From Light (2017)

Ok so if one were to take late 80's/early 90's soft metal balladry and forge it into towering spires of cold epic derived from the Ever-Flowing Streams of Swedish Melodicism And Second Wave Ice Fortresses, it would sound pretty much like Lunar Shadow and It Would Rule because it does. <3 nathaxnne

Saturday, April 22, 2017

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Craven Idol - The Shackles Of Mammon (2017)

Cruel and pitiless, Cravel Idol bring thrashened black metal corrupt and despoiled just the way I like it!!! This album is built to withstand many multiple listens!!! <3 nathaxnne

wargasm

antler pieces and bone fragments gathered from vomit showers for use in augury. what is coming is what is here and it isn't so good. we used to say something else, some other words. now we just talk in insignia earned and covered up like what never gets looked for in a hillside collapse, anoxic, preserved unmoving for tens of thousands of years, a toolkit, medicinal moss, partially carved animals out of those animals. a hangover that lasts 100000x longer than the cause until the cause is rendered extinct, and what can be rendered from that extinction has itself gone extinct.

waking up less and less every day with more and more holes until the holes are the subject of every sentence, what sentences can be formed with what words are left to use. there is a vague recall of there being more words than this once, their general shape and movement, what patterns they could make, but not their names because to recall their names would recall them to life or would require a better grade of necromancy than is readily available in the discarded necklace-bags of the most immediately identifiable ex-practitioners. this isn't that, whatever this is. to name the dead as dead or to acknowledge their names as forgotten even if they themselves, the fact of their deaths, is not.

as if to ponder meant when it rained the ground absorbed so much that it pooled on the surface such that it couldn't evaporate and things came to live in there and because.

when does an aftermath become the thing itself? that queston sounds dumb even as it is written but doesn't want to be unwritten so let slide, burying whatever unseen under


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(Hungry For Stink is the best L7 album forever and ever <3 nathaxnne)

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L7 - 'Deathwish' (Live Jan. 1993)

Rock Power Forever & Bonus Live L7! 'Questioning My Sanity' Live On French TV! (so into Donita's eye makeup!!!) <3 nathaxnne

Friday, April 21, 2017

gorgonopsia 1

lopsided breathing, vaulted sabre, differentiated like forks in a drawer, awaiting deploy in schema that no longer are seen, a flicker, a detachment, holding down at the neck only to retreat. rivers narrow, sometimes cease or pool in cul de sacs, turning back on themselves or flow like smashed mirrors. a buildup or a patina, conscious and grown, given directives, an LED inset. emptied blister paks, spent versus histological response or, in any case an armor, negatively crushed capsules or bent, a bright and opaque scarring.

hunt and peck, successive tolerations. resurfaced terrain. motion sickness. "crocodilian gulp" = unit of tessellation unfitting, unrepeating, an unlocked door. warlock-hatted untellable from witchunter-hatted at 13 paces counterclockwished = the sound when cinnamon roll tubes are stabbed or twisted to plosion an example of a successful warding. circular burns in a field? a contaminate crash with all particles vacuumed or dissolved close enough by new morning sunbeams. a grand ingestation, a query. to crush bone to get at what is inside, a present untensiled.

a silo goes in both directions. how far is uncertain. could be mapped on itself if turned in space. a cloverleaf similarly like something brought out and put away after dinner parties shutter down, shivering to a halt then expulsive like before and after the noose.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

which precursors jar

clouds slip atop and under each other. a hole at the center, spinning undone, pushes a huff's aside; expanding a minor schism beckons downness, unelaborative: a valley in the shadow of what a valley is but more than just that: glacial reversal, like a card turned rightside up but in the wrong way the vibes wreckage hang out unwanted yet undispelled sap which precursors jar a foretelling interred untold; embarks sludgily, slow to get up to, shaky at the counter, scorpiant enthronement post-usurpation, riffaged/rifled through bad dreams, a cloak of them, knitted from like bones having forgotten, a meal plan for today's largest predators.

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nirvana mtv live and loud 1993

so the witch mountain opened up like a sea parting but a sea of maybe granite? and inside was full of marigolds and poppies and they poured out decapitated or partially intact onto what was left of the floodplain and replaced where the water had been and in the breaking was okay and entered into and never wanted to leave. everything leaves, everyone leaves one day but until then it is always i will never leave i will remain here i will forget the passing of time the turning of the sun and the moon and i will grow old here and sometimes that is true and sometimes that is not, we can learn to breathe whatever this is that isn't air and it will pass into our shared circulatory systems and out again only to be rebreathed reversing or amplifying atmospheric concentrations of stuff here inside witch mountain now opened up and pulsing its veins of gold and sunset orange. it doesn't hurt or if it hurts it hurts like a cut exposed to air or what passes for air and the friction that passes atop and thru like wind through a canyon mostly because it is some sort of wind or different in scale even though everything hangs where it was exhaled like dumb crystals or collected exhaust. a spell collides with a spell collides with a spell extensive however long.

field mint is the only mint native to north america or so i am told or i read it somewhere recently. it occasionally forms a triune with peppermint and spearmint but has a space in its name in which i found confusion. it is like other mints a topical aseptic and antibiotic and a mild anesthetic.

 <3 nathaxnne

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Wednesday, April 19, 2017

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Crushed - Deep User (2017)

Dirty NYHC swathed in layers of noise. One of the best things I have heard in 2017. Recommended by John Darnielle. <3 nathaxnne

Monday, April 17, 2017

Black Mare - Field Of The Host (2013)

for when waves of sadness or aloneness come but needing something there still like a shawl or a blanket or a cloak that is cool to the touch but insulates and warms anyway <3 nathaxnne

Teenage Fanclub - 'Everything Flows' from A Catholic Education (1990)

Teenage Fanclub had such an amazing guitar tone & interplay, so warm & organic. I listened to A Catholic Education SO MANY TIMES circa 1990-1991. Love Forever <3 nathaxnne

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Sunday, April 16, 2017

Claudio Simonetti & The Simonetti Project - 'Kiss Me Dracula' from Dario Argento's Dracula OST

I am so in love with the theremin-goth post-evanescence vampiric bombast of this song. The movie in which it dwells is one of my all-time most-beloved Dario Argento movies, and Simonetti's regal near-dungeonsynth score is a major aspect of that love. Hail Dario! Hail Claudio! Hail Dracula! <3 nathaxnne

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