Manhunt - Manhunt (2014)

One of the most ferocious powerviolence/hxcx albums i have ever heard

Succumb - Succumb (2017)

<3

Mandy (Official Trailer)

Never at any point in my previous life have I been as excited for a movie as I am for Mandy except for when I was waiting for The Dark Crystal to come out. That still holds the record I think. <3

endless desecration 7.7

S.H.I.T. - Complete S.H.I.T. (2018)

reverb/feedback/disdain <3

Update And Request III

Hello Dear Friends And Readers!

In an upsetting addendum to the last update and request, I am STILL driving a rental. I have been trying to secure help from my family to extend a small loan with interest to me in order to purchase a vehicle because my credit is so nonexistent but these efforts have so far not borne fruit. What is UPSETTING is that because it is now summer, the rental car company went from a weekly base price for a compact? sub-compact? car of nearly $200 a week to nearly $300 a week and with everything else I had to pay today $366 to rent a car for a week where last week it was one hundred dollars less than that. I COULD NOT afford to have a rental car BEFORE this and now I don't know what to do. Really I just need someone to donate me a car but since that seems highly unlikely I feel at a near-total loss. Even if I quit my job, I still need a car for groceries and medicine. I am disabled and live alone and access to ready 24/7 transportation is a must. I don't live in a city where not having a car is an option. At this point I need any help that can be provided and I hate feeling like a broken record and asking for help over and over but I really don't know what to do. To make matters worse, my job only gave me 10 hours of work this week, drastically reducing my income for the pay period. I can't live with the stress of this week after week. It is removing my ability to afford anything else. If you can help and wish to, I can receive funds through Google. My address is numbatwombat21 at gmail. I am so so sorry to ask this again. My primary wish for this year is that I get a car and find a way to be financially secure so that I can go to therapy and go back to school. I think I would like to go back to school and become a licensed social worker? But maybe that is insane of me? IDK. Before I had the brain injury I wanted to go back to school and go into therapy/counseling. Maybe I still can? It is so hard to find therapists who specialize in gender. Maybe I could help? <3 nathaxnne

endless desecration 6.5

Paul Johnson - 'Give Me Ecstasy' (1995) from Dance Mania: Ghetto Madness (2014)

I am pretty much certain this is the greatest song of all time and I have tested it enough times to come close to verification <3

endless desecration 5.5

Gong - 'You Can't Kill Me' from Camembert Electrique (1971)

<3

endless desecration 4.9

Body/Head - 'You Don't Need' from The Switch (2018)

OK So there is no album that is coming out this year that I am more excited about than Body/Head's new LP The Switch. Their first is one of my favorites of all time. I was lucky to see them once in Minneapolis which was totally rad. <3

endless desecration 3.8

Craft - White Noise And Black Metal (2018)

New Craft Album!!! More angular space chords! More epic time-distenting floaty parts! Still in agonistism w kosmos Still rocks plenty hard! <3

Blanck Mass - 'Odd Scene/Shit Luck' (2018)

fully embracing a post-Wax-Trax industrial metal attack, at least for these two songs! <3

Butthole Surfers - Live April 3, 1987

sometimes a little muffly but in general very clear and captures BS at Acid Test Flight Hight Maximum <3

endless desecration 2.9

endless desecration 1.12

Excoriate - On Pestilent Winds (2009)

deeply sick and venomous deaththrash from Bavaria in the mid 00's. completely awesome and timeless. <3

Earth, Wind & Fire - 'Energy' from The Need Of Love (1971)

we call on you because we love you <3

SOPHIE - OIL OF EVERY PEARL’S UN-INSIDES (2018)

So beautiful! This album reminds me a lot of late 80's pop music as it was embracing house, sampling, orchestral psychedelia into a lush collage but thirty years on. I will listen to this lots and lots! <3

flattened spine 1.0

Book Of Sand - Postmodern Witchcraft (2018)

Occult Anarchist Black Metal Goth Surf Garage From Minnesota is indeed pretty awesome! <3

Sacrilege - Within The Prophecy (1987)

Sacrilege are one of my favorite bands, one i am always glad to listen to and every time i find new things to enjoy about each of their works. Within The Prophecy has an epic death-of-all-life-on-earth crust/thrash quality that retains necessary heaviness, and indeed, the folk and doom tinges present here flower into even greater forms later on! bullet belts and acid washed everything!!! <3

ATROCITY IS POLICY 1.9

EMA - Exile In The Outer Ring (2017)

I have long been a fan of EMA's musick and this album is their very best work. I don't know why it took me so long to finally listen to this but it gives me chills to do so because it feels like a ghostly afterimage of trauma, poverty, isolation, abandonment. Folk music like Nebraska or the first Suicide album. <3

hole in ice for seals to breathe from 1.0

Vincent Floyd - Moonlight Fantasy (2014)

Moonlight Fantasy was recorded in the 90's mostly with one track as late as 2000. It is iridescent and shimmery and near-ambient Chicago House. So beautiful! <3

Lonnie Liston Smith - Visons Of A New World (1975)

For your near-solstice Saturday blissful cosmic jazz funk extended meander! So beautiful! <3

Black Sun - 'Black Sun' from Black Sun (1978)

longform canadian space prog-disco jamz from 1978 with a Philippe Druillet (!!!) cover (!!!)

Dee D. Jackson - 'Automatic Lover' Video from Cosmic Curves (1979)

I am in awe of Dee D Jackson's silver/purple cape/bodysuit. Absolutely amazing. Of all the jobs I wish I had but haven't and don't seem likely to attain, Space Disco Queen is right up there, especially if I could be one-teenth as awesome as Dee D. <3

bird (and more) - eating plant lures through 1.0

OH NO!!! IMPORTANT ERROR IN A PREVIOUS POST!!!!

PS --- OH NO! My post "Update and Request II reported an INCORRECT address!!!! rather than ''numbatwombat21" which is CORRECT, I had typed "numbatwombat" which is NOT ME!!! I am so so sorry!!!!! If you have sent the other 'numbatwombat' monies I am so very sorry!!!!! Now I am in a panic!!! :( :( :( I am so dumb!!!! :( :( :(
 I am so bad at life!!!

:( :( :( 

Tomb Mold - Manor Of Infinite Forms (2018)

I cannot stop listening to this. One of the best metal albums of this year for sure. <3 <3 <3

armored fish 1.0

thing from another world 1.0

Update and Request II

Dear Friends and Readers:

Gaining an apartment has been an enormous step in stability and security for me and I am thankful every day. Unfortunately I am in a very bad situation with the rental car, which I have been driving since January. I desperately need a car of my own to get to work and do errands. I am physically disabled in addition to everything else and although I would much prefer to live in a city where I did not need a car I still do. I am paying hundreds and hundreds of dollars a week to drive a rental car. I need help in finding a solution. I would like to purchase an inexpensive car for around $4000 - $5000. I have no downpayment. Additionally, due to extremely intense back/spine/hip pain when at work, I have had to cut back my hours, thus depressing my income further. I am doing better and I know I can find a way out of this. For now I am writing both to update and to request concrete assistance on two fronts: a) first, anything to help get a car. I just renewed the rental car for another week for almost $300. I need to return it for good and am hoping to do so by next Thursday and b) assistance for food, medicine, gasoline for another eight days until my next pay period. I want to be in a situation where I no longer ask for so much help. If you would like, I am at numbatwombat21@gmail.com and funds can be transferred through google pay. I am sorry to again ask. I hope that I offer enough to the world in the form of art that this is somehow worth it. I wish I made enough to live on through work and disability. If I wasn't so dumb I probably could figure out a better way. Thank You For Reading. <3 nathaxnne

PS - currently I am trying to seek help through Physical Therapy. The Sports Medicine Doctor was not very helpful. I have a plan going forward which requires me to start attending acupuncture weekly again and finding a new therapist. I need a therapist who can work with people with brain injury, trauma, gender stuff and practical problem solving. My last therapist was great at the first two but not the second two. After that I plan on trying to get money together to (finally!) start bioidentical estradiol and progesterone. After THAT I am thinking about enrolling in a class this fall but if not this fall than in the spring. I am 44 years old and have never held an associate's degree or bachelor's degree. I don't think it is necessary to have a degree but I am deeply concerned about the decay in my writing and thinking and feel that school might be a good later-life hedge against dementia.
Those are my Coming Attractions! I am sure I will be tiresomely asking for help in their regard as well!!!

<3 <3 <3 nathaxnne

PS --- OH NO! My earlier version of this post reported an INCORRECT address!!!! rather than ''numbatwombat21" which is CORRECT, I had typed "numbatwombat" which is NOT ME!!! I am so so sorry!!!!! If you have sent the other 'numbatwombat' monies I am so very sorry!!!!! 

death racer 1.0

DAUÐYFLIN - Dauþiflin 7"

totally ferocious Icelandic hxcx <3

Mournful Congregation - The Incubus Of Karma (2018)

drifting motes in a sealed crypt <3

zombi 7 1.0

Serum Dreg - Impure Blood [VT-II] (2015)

Serum Dreg reminds me as much of Beirut Slump or 8-Eyed Spy as they do any deathened black antecedents which to me is a very very good thing indeed. I can't wait to hear their recent album. I have been catching up on Vrasubatlat releases which is a fine way to spend an afternoon! <3

Power Mix 96 Miami (1988) with Phil Jones [I-V]

Longtime readers of this blog may recall that the sound of my spatio-temporal homeland is whatever was being mixed live on Miami's Power 96 in the late XXth Century. I am always very pleased when coming across troves of Power 96 Mixes online, like this awesome collection of Phil Jones mixes which are filled with classic freestyle, electro and bass jams. Thank You To Those Who Have Created And Preserved Such Beauty! Blessed Be! <3

gourd top propellant spout 1.0

Flowers - 'For Real' [Extended] (1976)

prime disco-psych cut from 76 - this destroys!!! <3 <3 <3

Firewalker - Alive (2018)

monster vox/monster gtr tone plus massive love for angela davis, bell hooks, judith butler & audre lorde. RULES. <3